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December 5, 2011

Perched atop a thin eucalyptus branch with surprising grace, looking perky as a cockatoo and with the audacious moniker of “Petal”, he deftly prunes. In another nearby tree his forest activist workmate Nishe mimics.

They “earn” money by protecting homes such as mine from overhanging branches that in high winds could fall, or, in bush fires drop embers hot and dangerous upon the roof.

They “spend money” by purchasing expensive gear and then climbing the world’s tallest eucalyptus trees in Tasmania’s old growth forests and perch themselves up some 50 meters or higher and wait patiently for days at a time, sometimes weeks, until the police with frustration eventually meet with them in their aerial homes and a momentary truce is signed.

Their tree guerilla actions buys time for the trees, but it can only slow down the inevitable logging before the machinery of a corrupt government enters and destroys,

From up high in the Weld or Florentine valley trees, Nishe and Petal bear witness to two things.

First, is the ongoing destruction of ancient eco-systems, tens of thousands of years old. Painful, this brings them an unbearable saddness.

Second, though, equally emotional and more precious, is that they appreciate how especially privileged they are to be able to witness, from their high altitude perspective, a rare “human” glimpse of the verdant forest of trees and wildlife below and around them. Now, this is truly eagle awesome.

Over food, whiskey and wine at my home for three days of compassionate, artful tree pruning and tree climbing explorations around the area, they shared many stories of experienced grief and of much delight.

In the following poem about the life of trees, substitute eucalyptus trees for pine trees, and, where it reads “They fear nothing but the Hurricane, and Fire,” add chain saw. And yes, I’m very much aware of the irony of what I have done to my eucalyptus trees to what the loggers do, but pruning is not the same as clear felling.

The Life of Trees

The pines rub their great noise
into the spangled dark, scratch
their itchy boughs against the house,
and that moan’s mystery translates roughly
into the drudgery of ownership: time
to drag the ladder from the shed,
climb onto the roof with a saw
between my teeth, cut
those suckers down. What’s reality
if not a long exhaustive cringe
from the blade, the teeth? I want to sleep
and dream the life of trees, beings
from the muted world who care
nothing for Money, Politics, Power,
Will or Right, who want little from the night
but a few dead stars going dim, a white owl
lifting from their limbs, who want only
to sink their roots into the wet ground
and terrify the worms or shake
their bleary heads like fashion models
or old hippies. If trees could speak
they wouldn’t, only hum some low
green note, roll their pinecones
down the empty streets and blame it,
with a shrug, on the cold wind.
During the day they sleep inside
their furry bark, clouds shredding
like ancient lace above their crowns.
Sun. Rain. Snow. Wind. They fear
nothing but the Hurricane, and Fire,
that whipped bully who rises up
and becomes his own dead father.
In the storms the young ones
bend and bend and the old know
they may not make it, go down
with the power lines sparking,
broken at the trunk. They fling
their branches, forked sacrifice
to the beaten earth. They do not pray.
If they make a sound it’s eaten
by the wind. And though the stars
return they do not offer thanks, only
ooze a thicker sap from their roundish
concentric wounds, clap the water
from their needles, straighten their spines
and breathe, and breathe again.

Dorianne Laux

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Dear readers,

Cast yourselves back to when your were four or five years old. In the fog of memory are there any images of you as a free spirited munchkin running with total abandonment and zero fear of falling down? And, if you did fall, do you remember rolling with laughter?

Last week twenty one delightful four and five year old “little ones” from the Nubeena primary school, near to where I live, came to Windgrove for a half day of engaged fun, a bit of learning and just hanging out with me and the land.

Colleague Richard Louv in his book ‘Last Child in the Woods’ coined the term “nature-deficit disorder” (NDD) and showed how children in cities, when deprived of experiences in the woods, lakes and outdoors, develop social and learning problems that would hamper them in later life as adults.

The children here don’t have that problem. Despite not having some classroom luxuries found in big city private schools, the long term money is on my neighborhood kids being happier, more socially well adjusted and intellectually adventurous than their city counterparts.

All well and good for the kids having a grand day out, but was there any reciprocity from them to the adults or, more intriguingly, to the land itself?

To answer this, let me coin a term along the line of Louv’s NDD. It is “Children-Deficit Disorder” or CDD. This happens when adults no longer have contact with children or even wish to have any connection to them; or worse, when the child within them dies.

Without children around, the ability to have fun, play imaginatively, wear your emotions on your sleeve and be honestly direct gets lost.

This is the moment when adults become grumpy, disillusioned, cynical and drink forever more from a glass less than half full. It’s when their creative womb shrivels up. It’s when the artist dies.

CDD might even apply to the flowers and animals on the land itself. Remember the book “The Secret Life of Plants” where it was demonstrated that flowers and vegetables grew better and were more robust when music or thoughts were directed at them?

Maybe not scientifically proven, but my intuition tells me that even the earth benefits from the frolicking of youngsters. And this is why it is not only not a burden, but a boon for both myself and for Windgrove to have children visit.

Boisterous kids running are nothing less than a pack of angels descending down a hill side.

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The young seeds

October 10, 2011

With Kit, Age 7, at the Beach

We would climb the highest dune,
from there to gaze and come down:
the ocean was performing;
we contributed our climb.

Waves leapfrogged and came
straight out of the storm.
What should our gaze mean?
Kit waited for me to decide.

Standing on such a hill,
what would you tell your child?
That was an absolute vista.
Those waves raced far, and cold.

“How far could you swim, Daddy,
in such a storm?”
“As far as was needed,” I said,
and as I talked, I swam.

William Stafford

I might not have actually used the word “love” when talking to the fifth and sixth graders as we walked around Windgrove this past Thursday with their teachers Heidi and Nadine, but “love” and a solid heart commitment to these children’s future was at the forefront of my every articulation of speech and actions that overcast, drizzly day.

The Subject Tonight Is Love

The subject tonight is Love
And for tomorrow night as well,
As a matter of fact
I know of no better topic
For us to discuss
Until we all
Die!

Hafiz

The kids were specially selected from several Hobart primary schools to attend a five day course spread over as many weeks where the subject matter would be to “Map a Dream of the Future”.

Ostensibly, I talked about art and the environment, climate change, Leonardo da Vinci, patience, the learning of skills to make visible one’s imaginings, tree planting and the careful, thoughtful watering of one’s inner garden.

But beneath the external verbiage, lay a pondering that always gets stirred whenever children come visit. The question is: “How to anoint and bless these children so they can strive out into the world confident enough to get through — not around — the many challenges that will inevitable storm into their lives in the years to come, if not already.”

My home is a quiet, personal sanctuary where I seek refuge “far from the maddening crowd” and the raging of the world. Not generally open to the public. Yet, purposely, I brought these children in as a symbolic gesture of how one can invite the stranger into one’s more intimate, private life and be blessed enough with the exchange to, therefore, want to reciprocate; both them and myself. Learning flexible boundaries is learning how to live with the demands of love.

These children are the guardians of the future. When it is time for them to replace today’s elders may they have wise hearts and a steadfast ferocity of spirit to undertake the challenges to bring happiness to all beings on this planet.

The Guardians of Earth’s Beauty

We are the guardians of Earth’s Beauty.

We are the protectors
Of the Sun.

There is only one reason
We have come into this world:

To encourage laughter, freedom, dance
And love.

Let a noble cry inside of you speak to me
Saying,

“Hafiz,
Don’t just sit there on the moon tonight
Doing nothing —

Help unfurl my heart into the Friend’s Mind,
Help, Old Man, to heal my wounded wings!”

We are the companions of Earth’s Beauty.
We are the guardians
Of Truth.

Every man, plant and creature in Existence,
Every woman, child, vein and note
Is the servant of our Beloved Earth —

A harbinger of joy,
The harbinger of
Light.

Hafiz, (slightly changed)

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Our two halves

October 3, 2011

Saturday morning just past and I am sitting in my favorite corner breakfast chair holding a 2nd coffee while looking upwards through the gable windows to the hill top beyond. Three dark shapes barely visible stay perched on the skeletal, silvered limbs of a wind shaped tree. Minutes pass. These three wedge-tail eagles, cuddled together as they are, stir a wondering in me as to what conversing could be happening.

Sitting where I do, I join them.

Waxwings

Four tao philosophers as cedar waxwings
chat on a February berrybush
in sun, and I am one.

Such merriment and such sobriety –
the small wild fruit on the tall stalk –
was this not always my true style?

Above an elegance of snow, beneath
a silk-blue sky a brotherhood of four
birds. Can you mistake us?

To sun, to feast, and to converse
and all together — for this I have abandoned all my other
lives

Robert Francis

The house was now empty, but at 5:30AM I was pouring the day’s first coffee into three cups to wake myself and two others before they drove off; one to Hobart and one to the airport to an eventual flight back to his home on the Isle of Skye in Scotland.

In the living room three empty chairs bear witness to the previous night’s occupancy of three “tao philosophers” who conversed animately about the book the middle chair wrote. The author, sitting between Chris and myself is Iain McGilchrist. The book in question is ‘The Master and his Emissary’ and is nothing less than an urgently needed addition to the question of “Why is the world in the mess it finds itself?”

Basically, McGilchrist is arguing that the two separate halves of our brain — the left and right hemispheres — have evolved to have different perspectives on the world and offer different skills. Both hemisphere are needed, but need to be in balance, which they aren’t.

Quoting from the book:

The left hemisphere is designed to exploit the world effectively, but is narrow in focus and prizes theory over experience. It prefers mechanisms to living things, ignores whatever is not explicit, lacks empathy, and is unreasonably certain of itself. By contrast, the right hemisphere has a much broader, more generous understanding of the world, but lacks the certainty to counter this onslaught, because what it knows is more subtle and many-faceted.

It is vital that the two hemispheres work together, but in Western culture there is evidence of a power struggle, with the left hemisphere becoming increasingly dominant. The result is a dehumanised society, where a rigid and bureaucratic mentality, obsessed with structure and mechanism, holds sway, at huge cost to human happiness and the world around us.

Science has demonstrated that the left hemisphere controls the right side of the body; the right hemisphere the left side.

As a sculptor, my right hand “grasps” and holds tightly the chisel. My right eye with 3 degrees of focus searches for “explicit” detail of grain and pattern. My left hand and eye, however, “stroke and caress” and find “implicit” poetic metaphoric meaning in the grain and form of wood whose shape spills out over the work bench, touches dirt, air, fills with bird song.

In the edited poem below, although Sufi poet Hafiz might be referring to the Body/Mind split, it is useful to imagine him also talking about the left and right hemispheres of our brain.

All the Hemispheres

Leave the familiar for a while.
Let your senses and bodies stretch out.

Change rooms in your mind for a day.

All the hemispheres in existence
Lie beside an equator
In your heart.

Greet Yourself
In your thousand other forms
As you mount the hidden tide and travel
Back home.

All the hemispheres in heaven
Are sitting around a fire
Chatting

While stitching themselves together
Into the Great Circle inside of
You.

Hafiz, translation Daniel Ladinsky

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For those of us childless

September 19, 2011

Is it not time
to free ourselves from the beloved [child]
even as we, trembling, endure [their] loving?
As the arrow endures the bowstring’s tension
so that, released, it travels farther.
For there is nowhere to remain.

Rilke

Six year old Georgie visited me this past week.

As I witnessed the tender love exhibited between father Marcus and daughter, that part of my heart that has remained childless throughout my life opened to a soft yearning of “What if?” At 65 years of age and with a vasectomy as well, I am, what you might say, “a genetic dead end”. Moments like this do make me feel as though I have lost something un-replaceable and, touchingly, a wee sad.

However, there is a felt exchange, even if brief, between myself and the beloved child that allows my heart to capture something of the magic of family love. This suffices and allows, indeed, encourages me to continue with my solo life’s work of art, ecology and spirit.

Is my life barren? Definitely not. There is always reciprocity in shared kindness. On the following morning, while father and daughter were exploring the beach in dawn light, I stumbled out of my bedroom for a wake up coffee and came across this large exquisite vase carved by Marcus from a single piece of wood.

Such a gift. Such generosity. And the reason behind it all? “For 24 years of being my teacher, my friend”, said Marcus.

What more can I say?

Below is Georgie on a previous visit when she was three standing next to a sculpture I was preparing for an exhibition in Denmark.

Sometimes a man stands up during supper
and walks outdoors, and keeps on walking,
because of a church that stands somewhere in the East.

And his children say blessings on him as if he were dead.

And another man, who remains inside his own house,
dies there, inside the dishes and in the glasses,
so that his children have to go far out into the world
toward that same church, which he forgot.

Rilke

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Three amigos

June 6, 2011

This is a story about how energy comes in many forms.

On Saturday I finished swallowing the last of 20 horse-sized pills taken over ten days to rid my body of the bacteria Streptococcus B, a tiny little culprit that turned the normal joy of a quiet pee off the deck at night while looking at the stars into a too lively burning wince. Now that my immune system is being re-built with pro-biotics instead of the opposite type of biotics, i.e., those against life, my physical energy is returning to some level of normalcy.

A week earlier, when I had first started taking the antibiotics, I attended a two day facilitators training on how to present the symposium “Awakening the Dreamer” as put together in video format by the Pachamama Alliance .

Needless to say, my desire to learn was tempered by a desire to heal myself — alone — in the comfort of my home away from the enervating obligations of being with people. Or, so I thought, because when it came time to say goodbye to the other participants, I found myself inviting three of them to come stay for a couple of days: Shar, Ian and Gary.

Their presence not only raised the lever of my physical and emotional energies, the energy stored in the house’s solar batteries received a boost when they helped neighbour Steve prune branches casting shadows over the solar panels, and, as well, two tons of solar energy stored in the cells of firewood was stacked neatly in the wood shed.

They looked after me. They fed me. We talked a good deal about community and its fundamental importance in our lives; lives that are much too much isolated and cut off from the help and healing and enjoyment that an engaged community can bring.

The “Awakening the Dreamer” symposium is all about creating a world that is environmentally sustainable, socially just and spiritually fulfilling. I got a taste of it with Shar, Ian and Gary.

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